1. |
Play
03:24
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Woke up feeling pristine
Bright eyes and white teeth
Lunchbox packed in my backpack
Carpool team around the cul-de-sac
Could you pick me up out front?
Shorebreak laying in the sun
Football games in the top row of seats
Back when I was so naive
Handball courts and cherry balls
Grass stains from my blue jean falls
Playground and swings
What’s emotion?
Oh, child
2015
Always a smile
Thought I was a big dog at 5’5”
Camera in my hand
The most steady plan was my Instagram back then
But I never had a steady hand
Who were my friends, who I am
Can we hurry up?
Thinking in four years it’ll be stabilized
Sneaking out of class in the hallways
Knowing that you’d recognize my face
And you always said my name
Made me happy that I maybe had a place
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2. |
Hi8 (feat. Seungjin)
02:20
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Running away
Had to escape
The life that they made
(For us)
Everyday
Playing the same
Identical tapes
(Rewinding)
Confusion
Transfusion
(All these thoughts are unoriginal)
Ships are sailing, pioneers
Gratuitous presents, we share
(Ideas stole from aboriginals)
Immature saviors, no years
Later they will praise us, my dear
And I want, and I want, and I want
And they want, and they want, yeah
참 아름다워
이 밤에 너 와 나
걸어가는 시간속에 잠겨
담배 연기
흘르가는 지도 몰라
난 겁나
When I fall down, I can try again
Summer stars fall in the sky
In the distance I could you see you again
When the summer stars fall in the sky
Been dreaming of our escape
Summer stars fall in the sky
Headlights on me
I can hear the butterflies scream out
I might have to do this all on my own
Refutation has really gotten me going on
I might have to do this all on my own
Refutation has really gotten me going on
On this postcard, I can write your name
Baby yeah, on this postcard, I can write your name
On this postcard, I can write your name down
On this postcard, I can write
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3. |
Rewind
02:52
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Cut myself into pieces
Infinite, little secrets
Scatterbrained is too common the refrain
Tell myself that it’s normal
Just ignore that it’s painful
Habituation will make me immune
Hold me, hold me
Let me take out all these bullets
Hold me, hold me
Can we sit still in this moment?
Self-worth
Subvert
Nature
Rebirth
Already won, appreciate some
Take it back
Feeling is gone, soon as I’m done
What’s with that?
Take a look around, it’s like you popped a soda can
You were shaking it up, shaking it up
Hold me, hold me
Let me take out all these bullets
Hold me, hold me
Can we sit still in this moment?
Here again
Couldn’t tell you
Why my head fights nirvana
3 A.M.
Lost my self controller
Change the channel
It’s all too familiar
1000 bullets in the back of my head
I’m running out of time
They’re gonna shoot again
Saving myself
Yeah, I’m trying my best
There is only so much that this vest can protect
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4. |
Movie Star
03:08
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Found him in the back of his white car
Unconscious with his head over the bar
This isn’t what they said they knew him like
Blinded of what was in his mind
I’m glad I never knew you
You’re gonna wish you knew me
Looking through the superzoom
Think I’ll have sympathy?
False pictures that you paint
Living life weekend-waiting
Graduating this year
Now, I’ll never see your face
Don’t you go breaking down
(Breaking down)
‘Cause nobody’s gonna come around
(Or stays around)
All your friends are going out
(Going out)
Never thought about your health
(About your health)
I’m glad I never knew you
You’re gonna wish you knew me
Looking through the superzoom
Think I’ll have sympathy?
I used to think that you would want me
I used to think you really loved me
(I got down on my back, I was losing all my “friends”)
(I got back onto track, I don’t want no fake friends)
See me go far, I can be a movie star
See me on your TV screens, tell your kids you once knew me
Right now I’m flying, confidence at high
Leave it all behind, future is bright
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5. |
INT. EXT.
03:12
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A mercedes and a bentley
High school drama queens
Get alcohol for speech
Parties fulfill needs
Addicted at eighteen
New boy every week
We used to watch movies
I used to think you knew me
What happened to skateboarding down my street?
What happened to sunburns and ice cream?
Wonder if you really are happy
I used to think you knew me
These pretty faces power rule
Always fall for the same ruses
“I wish that I could be like you”
Make yourself look like a fool
Maybe she don’t want to be like you
Maybe that’s not what he wants to do
Maybe I’m a pessimistic stranger
I know that I’m too sensitive, but you’re so unsure
I got this 99’ drive
Cassettes and volume on high
Social stereotypes
Broken when they hit real life
White lies
Looking so fly in that outfit
Blindside that back
Merry-go-round with the same shit
It’s Friday night, forcing to try
Internally crying, externally smiling
“Okay, one time” is your most common lie
Internally crying, externally smiling
Seems like last night we were fourteen
Skating down the street at fifteenth
Now we don’t recognize each other's face
I don’t remember the last time you said my name
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6. |
Warp
03:49
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I might run back to last summer
My mind was clear when I was younger
Sometimes the sun gives me a headache
I know why, but I always hesitate
Make myself
Frustrate myself
Break myself
Save myself
Make myself
Frustrate myself
Break myself
Save myself
Do you even talk?
Just shelter your feelings
How you gonna walk?
If you're never healing
Pry your tongue out
Dial the phone
You're building up new obstacles
Open the door, say hello
Living in boxes, alone
I wanna feel good
I wanna feel whole
Introspection makes no moves
Afraid to hide in my room
I might run just run back to last summer
To these times when we were all were better
I feel like I am going under
Shut my eyes pretend it’s just like before
Make myself
Frustrate myself
Break myself
Save myself
Make myself
Oh come on, boy
Frustrate myself
Oh come on, boy
Break myself
Lift your head up, lift your head up
Save myself
Lift your head up, lift your head up
Make myself
Oh come on, boy
Frustrate myself
Oh come on, boy
Break myself
Lift your head up, lift your head up
Save myself
Lift your head up, lift your head up
It's time
He knows that he breaks himself
Labyrinths bringing him to hell
It's time
Passions destroying his health
Ripping him from his core help
Tell yourself it’s gonna be okay
Just wait it a few more Mondays
Consistently feel this way
Selfish bullets ricochet
Back and forth
Fall forward
Stumble backwards
All cracked mirrors
Disappearing
I wish fear wasn’t filling my head
I don’t know
Quite where I’m going
Feeling so
Okay with not knowing
Sentimental
Scrapbook on the shelf
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